When everythings a blur....

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 13:18:27 GMT

i havent updated for a while. so here i am updating. Am in Dublin at the moment and its raining loads so basically been in the hostel all day trying to recover from hangover. Lets hope will feel better before anothe night out. Actually i think i will take it easy today as ive been treating my livewr bacly for this whole week in Dublin....when in Ireland drink like the Irish!!!

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 20:43:09 GMT

Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Username
Sex
Favorite Color
Love of your life:	poisonxheart
Best sex of your life:	pollynothing
Will make you come 1000 times:	heccles
Will break your heart:	forced2smile
Best Kisser:	ilovefrank
Best cuddler:	dawnee
You secretly dream of:	_queenb_
But this person dreams of you:	vina_apsara
Will handcuff you and screw you silly:	stormleah

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Wed, 08 Sep 2004 18:55:47 GMT

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 18:03:39 GMT

had very odd weekend.....mix of feelings. my mum died on friday and i had a breakdown for one day until i woke up on sat and then i said to myself i will not fucked up by this and will carry on. so here i am and am going to get a new job cos i hate working for healen centre it is so bloody boring...dealing with the stuck up people. and also doing some courses...am going to learn german..YAY!

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 13:30:37 GMT

just got back from reading fest and it was GREAT!!!! i got in free due to selling beer all day...and got back stage...and free beer all weekend!! met some lovely poeple and coming back to London is so depressing....am going to book a trip to amsterdam...because i cant stand being in London. only thing am looking forwards to is having a new house mate...ROSIE!

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 19:05:10 GMT

this summer will be hard to explain because i had such a great time at the start...went Berlin and one of the best experiences of my life. i will never forget it! then i come back to London. and it just feel like a whole nightmare crashing on me. i guess at the back of my mind i knew it was coming but maybe not like this. and how am i going handle this. because i dont think i can.

what the fuck am i going to do?

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 17:36:07 GMT

am still in berlin and having a great time...only problem is things with my mum are getting really bad....and am stressing out because what happens if something really bad happens to her and am out having fun in Berlin. maybe i should go home early but i havent had so much fun in a long time.....life is just getting too much now.
gaby

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 18:45:39 GMT

am in berlin at the moment....its kinda odd becos am not meant to be here am meant to be in poland but lost my passport or could of left it in white heat. am not sure i was drunk. but berlin has been great, really good. met so many people and been going to clubs getting stoned and drinking kots. am by my self but i havent had so much fun in a long time. there are lots of sex shops in berlin....or maybe its the area my hostel is in.....its chaep but met lots of americans,,,,am off to get stoned and listen to some bealtes

the dating game for men

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 21:14:17 GMT

Dear Mike,

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Fri, 09 Jul 2004 00:30:09 GMT

had a great day...did nothing. and it felt good!! i really do love billie holiday, never really listened to her before but she is brillant and watching some sex and the city......

what a 3 days ive had!

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 01:04:23 GMT

cant spend to much time updating but all i know that i havent got the energy i had when i was 14 yrs old. i just cant recover how i use to...i would be able to go out every night and still be awake and recover from hangovers really quickly. now i just cant do that any more.
am getting old!

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 15:12:20 GMT

its okay am okay....i worked it out. some space and meet new people as well as get to know those i dont know that well and thats all i need.

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 04:57:37 GMT

i just went to asleep for abit after coming back to a party...it was bday u see sp a, pretty pissed in fact am seeing double vision. i had another dream about jake that is so odd cos i dont even think about him when am sobre....whats that all about???
and also i worked out who i really likr.....ots a odd one.
gaby
gosh i didnt notice how pissed i was!!!

YAY ITS FINALLY COME!

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 15:29:35 GMT

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
am 18..........
thats all folks.

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 03:08:48 GMT

is early, very early in fact four in the morning....and am so happy. am listening to some longpigs (thanxs rosie the music is great) and am watching it get light outside and sorting out my b.day celebrations and its all good. i cant wait and guess what am not obsessed anymore, life couldnt be better.
okay it could be better but i think this is as good as it could get for me right now.
thanxs frank!!!!

supergrass

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 01:26:04 GMT

just got there album and its great...recommend it!

going mad

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 23:25:13 GMT

am going in sane.....my obsessed and i cant get out of it!! its driving me mad.........i have never been like this in my life. what the fuck is up with me?

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 15:35:51 GMT

that is the funny one.....dnt take it seroiusly.

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 15:33:35 GMT

The old days

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 23:39:12 GMT

just listening to some placebo........it brings back so many memories of being 14-15yrs old. In a way i do miss those times.

More great chessy chat up lines. the ones you love to hate.

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 02:16:17 GMT

Walk up to the woman/man, hand them your mobile phone and say… You had better phone your mum and tell you are not coming home tonight

Do you have a map? I just keep on getting lost in your eyes

Baby, I'm not Fred Flinstone, but I could make your Bedrock

You know, you might be asked to leave soon. You're making the other women/men look really bad.

Is it hot in here, or is it just you?

get your coat youve pulled!

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 01:14:02 GMT

according to my brother am hard to talk to......okay sometimes am not an easy person to get along with but we all have our bad days. and what am i meant to be the happy get along eay with gaby all the time. i was reflecting on white heat and i think i did really enjoy myself but am gonna start going to some new clubs....................................i dont really no many others. i think am just getting fed up with this whole indie club sceen. its like all the same people go to the same clubs and you cant meet new people and the music after a while gets so boring.

i was looking at some chessy chat up lines and here are the ones that i through where the best...
1) you point to some one and with one finger suggest that they come to you......they come ...you say if i could make you come with one finger imagine what i could do with five.
2) can i give you an austrillan kiss? whats a austrillan kiss then? well its a kiss down under.
3) if i told u that u had a great body would you hold it against me.
if any one has other please feel free to tell me.

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 13:05:34 GMT

i went to a gig last night it was so good.....i cant remember the last time i actually had a good time out. Anyway it was great>and i went with a nice group..becca and rachel. the only bad thing is i have a bit of a hangover,which is not good cos i need to revise.

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 23:12:45 GMT

THis heat is too much!!! ive had several showers this evening and am still dying in this heat.......can it get any more hot.

The GOD, which is Alan DAvis

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 10:57:11 GMT

my friend just told me she saw the god of all gods ........ALAN DAVIS. otherwise known as john creekk, jc. He is so brillant and am a hugh fan. His hair and then how he always gets the riddle and solves the murder.
I LOVE HIM!